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Today I’m leaving all my troubles behind
I’m letting go I’ll follow the line
I’m holding on with all of my life
I see a rising sun
We’ve only just begun

Today, I’m walking at the beat of Your heart
You take me all the way to the start
Stretch Your hands, straighten the path
I’m found in open skies
Your heart it lives in mine

Today… Today… Today

Today I’m finding my first love again
I’m learning how to let You in
I’m trusting You with all that I am
The shadows fade away
It’s You that clears the day

No more running wild
I’m Yours for life
Well You got me here, well You got me here
I hear You call tonight
Your heart is mine
Well You got me here
Well You got me here

You drew me out of the deepest sea
You gave my soul a song to sing
You took me up on the mountains high
I see my life in a different light

*****

I am a youtube junkie. Sigh :) edit later.
{it’s you/my portion/my choice}

I have been online for the past three hours (this is very bad) watching YouTube videos! Oh my goodness. I just want to say that I really adore Cathy Nguyen’s and Gabe Bondoc’s voice. I never knew Gabe Bondoc was Filipino until Yvonne told me last night; I heard his song “Suitcases and Travelbags” a while back and I had no idea who he was or that he was famous from myspace/youtube. I’ve been downloading their songs quite a fair bit even though connection is really slow, while coherently converting them into iPod video and mp3 formats to listen to them easily :) I love technology and the great minds behind YouTube Downloader and FLV Player! I will be forever thankful.

I’ve made up my mind, no need to think it over
If I’m wrong, I ain’t right
No need to look no further
This ain’t lust, this is love

If I tell the world I’ll never say enough
‘Cause it was not said to you
And that’s exactly what I need to do
If I’m in love with you.

AHHH LOVES IT!!!
Gabe Bondoc’s voice and AJ Rafael’s piano-playing is my jolly twirl :D :D

Tralalala. Bored victims of Coffeebean.

Oh how I love the Youtube Downloader! I have been downloading so many youchoob vids and converting them into mp3 formats and having so much fun listening to songs I can’t find on LimeWire. HRHRHR I’m so delirious right now. Oh and I got my internet back but my router is down so I can’t use the internet in my room. Gotta practice Accounting past year questions now.

Oh and listen to Our Goodbye by Cathy Nguyen and Randolph something.

So goodbye,
Just know that this is hard for me.
But things just aren’t the same.
Everytime I hear your name,
I wanna scream out loud,
I don’t know what is left in me.
What we had is now a memory.
Even though this is hard for me to say, this is goodbye.

不官前面道路有多困苦
耶稣祢永远是我的帮助

Coffeebean! I’m in Coffebean again and I think what Bernard said is going to come to past, I’m gonna win the ‘best customer award’ for the month HAHA but internet at home is still down lor, so I can’t do much. Sobs.

I’m with Caesar now while he’s doing the Maktab Sains Pure Maths Paper 3 2008, and I’m using the internet downloading youtube videos and all that :D Today is the last day of school! Well something like that la, I’m on holiday for almost 3 weeks… but it’s kinda like our study period anyway :/ I came to Gadong to hang out with him after his violin exam, and to satisfy my craving for fillet-o-fish ;) was thinking about it last night so yeah. There’s someone here who’s eating chicken from JALIBEE! hahahaha and so this place smells really strong of fried food… Reminds me of airplane food, so strong lerrr.

I wanna post pictures but I dont have my camera with me :( Von has been holding on to it since I left it with her about 2 weeks ago, and shes still using it now. I went to Savy’s last weekend with her, Bernard and Shaun and I enjoyed myself so much! We laughed like no tomorrow about such randommmmm stuffszzzz I literally felt like throwing up after the meal! But the food there was good and well, you can’t complain about the price much since other restaurants overseas have alot more expensive dishes.. Like steak in Singapore would easily cost over $50 at any fine dining restaurant. Unlike Savy’s, ’cause I think the most expensive dish was about BND32-35 bucks only. The most embarrassing part, though, must be our ATTIRE! Their style and ambience was terrif, but our clothes LAWLZZ we were unprepared to go there lerrr it was spontaneous so there we went, in our shorts/jeans/tops…

meh meh meh. Imma get a lot of revision done this coming 3 weeks, ’cause I’m so excited for Singapore this November!! I may be staying with Michael woohoo it’s gonna be so much fun :D I’m thinking of going earlier before the conference, and staying a few days longer hehehe. Just because. And I hope to have time to check out some of the institutions and unis there and get used to the travel system and such.

I gotta register and sit for my SATs soon urgh.
Meh this place is getting noisy and too cramped in here.
Ima bounce! :D

…and out of desperation I am using the internet here at school! I still have not been able to get my connection yet but it has been fine - quite surprisingly actually considering that I used to go online almost everyday. But now I am simply using it for simpler needs like checking my email and updating my site here although it isn’t really a need :P

My holidays begin next Wednesday but the truth of it all as we all students know, it’s not really a holiday. It’s so much more than a break - more like the final lap before the race ends. However since I complete my exams a lot earlier than most people >:), I have recently signed up for AC in faith, believing for greater things. There are so many electives and it took me about half an hour just to choose!

“How to be a good PA to the Pastor” caught my eye immediately! haha :D
gotta go! Time to go get some revision done before the cranky librarian catches me.

“Just as you prosper in health/wealth/spiritually, your soul should also prosper.”

Internet has been down for dayssssss and it’s been crazy! I still have to wait but I don’t know for how long. I am at Coffeebean at the moment while Hui Ting, Derek and Andrew are playing Simpsons monopoly. Derek and Richmond are indulged in what I assume is a conversation about music, while Markjay is being bored watching the televesion here and Bernard and Yvonne are having what looks like an interesting talk.

I’m here in the corner listening/watching to the 3:30pm Jurong Service (well not really now because it’s lagging very badly… can’t blame it with the internet speed here! Kay nevermind it just started again haha :D) Ling and Bernard are back from Singapore and it’s been wonderful to spend time with them. From Monday through Wednesday a Chinese church speaker from City Harvest came for three meetings in a row. I went on the last night and I can’t explain what I had experienced… Although I couldn’t understand everything, at the same time I still could capture the heart behind the message. It’s really indescribable and my words alone cannot define my experience. It was the first time I felt like that- I don’t know what I received, but I definately did capture something.

School today was difficult and stressful, but it is the life of a student after all! Called to be more than conquerors, our first ministry is to be students, and excel in everything we do… A big struggle especially with Accounting and Maths! I am revising all my AS topics at the moment. It is not easy, tell me about it! But I do thnk that it’s getting fun and I really like anything that involves algebra in Maths. Like binomial expansion, completing the square, stuff like that :) Circular measure/trigonometry/integration however, is not my cup of tea. Unfortunately we have to adapt to it and do welllll haha :P

It’s been a really wonderful week. I am truly grateful.
Impartation :)
God of ages, I trust You with my future!

I haven’t been online in DAYS because my internet has been disconnected :( Well it’s going to be reconnected soon I hope; I’m in Easyway with Angel chillaxing (but I’ve got to get my butt home soon) and just checking my email, Facebook, Friendster (HAHA ancient stuff mygosh) wellllll….. :D I’m going off soon becuase it’s getting late, and getting dark. I just needed to get out and check some things online. What have I become.. :(

I haven’t transferred muh photos so I don’t have much to blog about.

Random stuff that has happened:
1) I was going to say something here but I was afraid that if anyone who really loves animals reads this I may be sent to prison for life and die there so if you want to know, just ask.
2) My dad brought me out for a cardrive to two beaches and a cemetery. I will blog about the cemetery part some other time. I love looking at cemeteries whenever I pass them by.
3) I didn’t go to school today. REBEL :O
4) I’m happy that a lot of people will be back this month :)
5) I just realized in 4 months time, 2009 will be here.

I’ll be online when I’m online :)
xoxoxoxox

More pictures! (Soon, hehe.) I was chatting with Angel a while ago who was being a char koay teow. I was using this as my display picture:

Onion Boy! Courtesy of Stickgal

51 imonsters (*) 改变我的心 ♥ says (9:45 PM):
you know you love my display picture!
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:46 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wtf.
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:46 PM):
dweifefjeiwhfefewfejiw.
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:46 PM):
wtf.
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:46 PM):
terrible.
51 imonsters (*) 改变我的心 ♥ says (9:47 PM):
HAHAHA
51 imonsters (*) 改变我的心 ♥ says (9:47 PM):
stop wtfing!
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:48 PM):
i will not.
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:48 PM):
wtf.
51 imonsters (*) 改变我的心 ♥ says (9:48 PM):
LOL HAHAHA
51 imonsters (*) 改变我的心 ♥ says (9:48 PM):
REBELZZZ
51 imonsters (*) 改变我的心 ♥ says (9:48 PM):
i’m going to copy paste this.
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:48 PM):
wtf.
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:48 PM):
where?
снυику ★ мÖикзу: bookslut. says (9:48 PM):
dwefefew :S.

LOL made me laugh so much!

Derek and me. Too pink.
(I’ll never forget what Rora first said to me about Derek: “You don’t really like him, do you?” HAHAHA. Spot on man. Joke :D)

Princess Bee Bee, Richmonda, Angie Pangie
Ugly picture though haha :P not the people inside the picture ok.

Who do you think you are, covering half my eye. Wanna be HERO is it :@ hahahaha

Aww I can’t upload anymore photos, seems to be some repetitive error :( Well it’s so freezing cold right now as I’m right underneath the airconditioning. Bev just left for the UK today at about 7pm, dum dee dum. I’ll be seeing you soon anyway :) Have a safe flight! I saw tons of different people at the airport today. Was in my uniform lerhhh very bergalix straight from school –> tuition –> Yvonne’s place –> airport lol. Alright school tomorrow, HURRAH!, so I’m going to bounce!

Goodnight everyone have a wonderful week!
Will updateeeee sooooon xox

Everyday I live I know, You are my God
I lift my face and look to You my Lord
Even when the mountains tremble
And a thousand fall
I will stand with You, my Jesus
Take my all

We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it’s time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let’s try and take it back before it all went wrong

*****

And again I repeat myself for the sake of everyone reading, I am not emo, I just enjoy good lyrics :) The song doesn’t sound sad or angry anyway, that’s what I really like about their music arrangements.
With your heart empty and mine full of pain. Nice nice nice.

I went to the doctors on Sunday afternoon before having lunch with my mum, and turns out that I had tonsilitis! I had white spots all around my throat which is probably the reason why it was hurting so much. I was given lozenges to eat as well. But all is good because the antibiotics really worked well and I’m free from pain now! It even feels weird that I don’t swallow with pain anymore haha.

I suddenly felt a bump at the side of my neck, I googled tonsilitis and turns out that a lymph node on your neck is one of its side effect :O Odd! I had a lymph node once on my lower lip, it was pretty huge, had an operation to remove it a few years ago lol.

Omg I hear Derek singing on my iTunes! He pronounces “covers” like “kaaavers”.

Had lunch with Caesar, Jackelyn and her mum today at Ideal today :) It was delightful, I love having conversations with her because it goes on and on without end lol. And they’re all very interesting topics. She lanja-ed us ice-cream as well too. I have found a new joy today: Jackelyn introduced me to this icepopsicle sort of thing which is mango flavoured, and at the tip there is real actual mango fruit inside the ice! It’s yum yum and brings a smile to my tum tum :D

Anyway, I had dinner with my brother and mum, my brother’s leaving for KL tomorrow night. The BMW is now all MINE! Teehee! I will treat it with utmost respect and honour of which it deserves… During dinner, we were talking about so many things and after that conversation, I am even more unsure of what I want to do in Uni now :( or even where I’ll be studying, in fact. I have always had a dream since I was in 14 to study in Singapore anyway, I think my heart’s there :P but we’ll have to see. The mock papers yesterday and today were toughstuff and my real November AS/A2 papers start in approximately 64 days :O

Park Tae Hwan of Korea, 18-year old swimmer who won gold yesterday at the Olympics, is super hot lor :D

Obviously the one on the right :))

My posts are getting more and more boring since there are no pictures. Well there are some of him now *swooooooons* He looks MUCH better than this in real life, I think it’s because these pictures from Google are quite outdated :/ Nonetheless, I think he’s hot. He turns 19 in September.

Thank you to all those who have been here for me the last few days, especially when I wasn’t feeling well. Yvonne I miss you, please come home soon! Bernard I haven’t told you all my jokes yet >:D Des you have left for UK already, our time spent hanging out was super short due to my exams :( Rachel, let’s catch up! My dad’s in Cambodia visiting the Angkor Wat (what?) now, hope he’s doing good! I haven’t heard from him since Sunday.

Singapore, 我好想你!
All this talk of reminiscence is catching on.